right well...
so that palce i found, i had an odd sense that if it wasn't supposed to pan out something would prevent me from going back there to start cleaning it and crap...
well...
i rolled my ankle and can't walk.. guess that's the sign... Blarg..
FUCK!
i just want a fucking place to live! for fucks sake!
Blah.
anyhow finished the first Feng Shui report... it's over 6000 words... crazy long.
at least all of the next one's will be hella faster to write! only have to re-write the last 2000 words or so.
thank god for that.
did my vision board for the musical aspect of my life, see how that starts to pan out.
got to hang out with the nick and abby and such.. think my crush for abby is gone, which is nice in that i don't feel nearly as akward around her anymore... i think chad likes me... maybe.. it's wierd. and i'm kind of neutral towards nick... i want to talk to him.. but only to straighten up some old shit... of well we'll see how it goes..
haven't talked to james since i told him how it all was.. which is kind of nice. i feel a little bad, but i have kept forgetting to text time back when he sends me stuff... i just get so damn busy... lol guess that's another sign right there...
odd how i was fine spending the night there, but at a friend's house i can't do it... that's fucked up.
well... not really.. he asked me too... so i did, they never ask...

all i need is for people to fucking ask!


blah... that's the rant for now... i'll follow up on how the stuff starts to pan out.. right now my ankle needs so lovin's in the form of ice.