wow... i had pretty much lost this blog since i moved back into my parents house. that's fucked up...

so yea.. moved back in... found me a hot fucking boy-thing... i really have no idea what we are... that fustrates me so much... i don't want to ask.. "so are we boyfriend and girlfriend now?" that seems so childish... but then again i don't want to assume and then begin getting even more attatched when that's not what it actually is. GRrrrr. i need to learn how to handle these things...

apprarnlty in accordance to bodytalk i'm actually going to marry him... and have kids... woh... fucked up man... we shall see. the scary thing is that as soon as i met him i was hooked. we were dancing and he was able to mirror and mimic and dance so well, i bearly even knew how to react besides with pure joy, in a movement where he gazed at me over his glasses and we locked eyes i would have gladly said that i would marry him.... so scary. i don't know what to do! Gah!

at least he's good in bed... and willing to learn... :) i mean..... nothing... nothing at all.. heh.